People often quote the phrase, “insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.” The insanity of addiction and alcoholism, however, can be somewhat different. Many of us were fully aware of the consequences of our using—the harms we would cause ourselves and others, the chaos and unmanageability it would create in our lives, the possibility of jails, institutions, or death—but we used anyway. We had lost control entirely over our ability to drink or use successfully and saw the damage that had resulted, but we were powerless over drugs and alcohol. The first step toward recovery is overcoming the delusion that we do not suffer from the disease of addiction or alcoholism—that we can assert control over our drinking, even though our past actions prove otherwise. The insanity of addiction and alcoholism is characterized by self-deception. We fall into a delusional state of thinking and convince ourselves that, even though all evidence is to the contrary, this time will be different and this time we will be able to conduct ourselves like other people. The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous explains that people suffering from alcoholism are bodily and mentally different from others: “The idea that somehow, someday he will control and enjoy his drinking is the great obsession of every abnormal drinker. The persistence of this illusion is astonishing. Many pursue it into the gates of insanity or death. We learned that we had to fully concede to our innermost selves that we were alcoholics. This is the first step in recovery.” When we finally smash the illusion that we can drink or use in moderation without losing manageability in our lives, we begin to realize why sobriety is the only answer. Through the process of recovery, we enter into various stages of thorough self-examination and reflection. We look inwardly and come to the realization that our ways of thinking in relation to drinking or using drugs did not reflect reality, and we had been stuck in a delusional state. Through sobriety, sanity does return and we no longer feel in danger of falling back into the traps of self-deception that once controlled our lives.
Sobriety can be the next great chapter in your story. You can recover and face life successfully, free from the delusion and self-deception of active addiction. Oceanfront Recovery, a treatment facility in beautiful Laguna Beach, offers a variety of cutting-edge treatment methodologies and techniques to give you all the tools necessary to make a full recovery from addiction and alcoholism. For more information about treatment options, please call today: (877) 279-1777